Abiss

Hello Deviants, Im back again.... this time i have found something else i am really loving playing with, PHOTOSHOP.  i always looked at the photomanips out there and ruled out ever doing any because i am so hopeless, but here i am playing around and posting, and loving it. dont get me wrong people i am far from being brilliant at it, but i have gotten a few faves and that makes me happy enough to keep producing mediocre manips for small praise. yay. keep being artistic

It has come to my attention recently that people on this site have been actually looking at my work, my poetry and photographs. of course i am incredibly pleased with this as it means that i can get feedback, it unnerves me slightly as i am used to utter and total obscurity, making this newfound interest in me unusual to say the least. Now i have friends out there in the real (as oppsed to the virtual) world who look at my art and tell me lovely things about it, especially my friend Angel who i must say in incredibly supportive. There must be someone reading this and thinking WHAT she has friends, but i thought that she was a sad and torture

Good day to all the deviants out there that read my journal on a diligent and regular basis yes the whole 3 of you! The topic of todays journal is infatuation, or rather my infatuation with a certain ex-boyfriend from many eons ago that has recently come back into my life. At first things were kinda icy as i treated him pretty badly in the past and i didn't think that he had forgiven me, which i wouldn't have blamed him for mind you.  However after a handful of very civil if not friendly train rides i was ready to accept that he didn't hold a life long grudge and death wish against me, which fair to say was a relief. As our train rides progr